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Friday, 1 February 2019 • 09:56 • 0 HackeR

Hahahahaha, i already deleted all our love stories post bfr dlm blog ni  coz i just dont wanna see it anymore. Sbb aku takut. Aku takut klau aku tgok blik aku tak kuat. We know dh lama sgt sgt. Tipu tak dak rasa syg tu. Aku mntak maaf sbb aku yg tggai hg this time around. But believe on me, i cant pretending anymore. I tried okay utk stay sbb aku tau hg dh berubah be a better person n man. U are much more responsible skrg. Much more gentleman n more cares bout me. U know n realise semua tu. But to take this decision bkn sng okayy. Kita kluaq dating, gelak gelak but inside me just wondering ni ka yg aku nak. I just tak mau mnyesal sbb lpaskan the love in my life. Yes love. Imma sorry sbb LOVE tu dh hilang tanpa sku sedar. Yes kita couple since form 4 n then kita act like besa nothing sweet n romantic relationship based. N we get to do what we wanted to do. U know how miserable i am dlu sbb u was there n witnesses everything wt your own eyes. I cant help being too dependable to u. U were there everytime aku down. Bila my own dad choose his bini muda u were there to make me lupa semua masalah. I cant thanks u more for that. U did so much in my life. Seriously i dont know what i will be if u tak dak. Then lpas spm masing masing bz dgn study. Aku dgn matric n u dgn uni hg. At this time u found yr passion that i cant even beat with. Teater. Sini semua mula. U got so much bz yelah slalu dpt watak hero kan. Yr passion are just too much smpai at one point i was wandering aku ada bf ka. Hahaha funneh but yes. Kita mula jauh n hg mula ada scandal sana sini dgn dak teater hg. Tak kira dgn junior lg. Smpai satu hari hg kantoi dgn pompan lain. N aku mntak putus lepas mngamuk sana sini. How stupid i am. Lepas tuu we get back together. And yes hg mmg lah tak kantoi dh but aku hg treat mcm tunggui. Bila masa free tak dak teater ja baru contact. Aku dh biasa lah. Aku penat sgt nk hadap prgai org mcm mcm gaya. Smpai lah aku ckp aku tak boleh tolerate dh dgn prgai hg. N once again u said u will change. Waktu ni aku dh fedup sgt elceli aku dh amik concept tak kisah. But yes u changed sbb teater pun dh kurang. U be so much different man. Just enough i know u do love me. But syg at the time u had change i already sedar yg cinta yg aku jaga slama ni dh hilang. Yg ada cuma simpati n giving u a chance. Betul lh apa org ckp hati tak boleh paksa. Sbb kan cinta buta ni jgak we did something that should not ever happened. So stupid kan. I writing this all just i wanna u to know. I didn't  hate u at all. Aku cuma nk bgtau everything is sbb aku. I need space i need to be alone. Imma too tired dgn 'lelaki' dlm life aku. To start all over again like what u did ask me, sorry i cant. I do love you, really love. Tp it's just not like it used to be. Imma sorry again n again. Aku cuma nk focus dgn diri sdri ja skrg. For u aku cuma nk pesan kalau jmpa pompan lain yg boleh syg hg betul betul pelis lh appreciate dia even for a small matter. Jaga betul betul. Never take people for granted. Once dia dh tawaq hati u cant do anything. Coz u wont know bila dia akan hilang from your life. Blame on me all u want. Aku terima. This is my decision. One day bila aku dh ready kita akan jd kawan balik sbb hg tetap bff aku. Just for now jgn cari aku tu ja i gonna ask from u. Muvon never be easy man. Sekian.
-Miqha

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